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Dedication to a Crush

You know, I've often wondered
What you see when I'm around.
Do you see uniqueness?
Or do I blend into the background?

Perhaps you see an angel,
a rare beauty, I don't see.
Or perhaps you see a demon
that, from hell, has been let free

By chance you see a genius
that is surely double your IQ
Or, Maybe I'm and idiot
that could never match up to you.

Maybe you see laughter,
And a light to make you smile.
Then again, I don't recall my humour
making you happy, I guess they're mild.

Or, maybe you just see darkness
The broken smile or dead-man's grin
and you think,
I'm really not much worth the time
too little patience to fix what's within.

Truth is, I don't know what you see,
but that matters not, because
Just by being the man you are
You've given me a second chance.

I don't care if you see beauty, wealth,
or if you hate me for who I am.
The fact that I've a fight worth fighting,
means that I no longer give a damn.

You don't have to act upon these words,
so I don't expect a gesture.
I'm only glad I knew a man like you
To make myself feel so much better.

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